But if Supernatural ends, I am really gonna miss it.
I’m and really stressing the really here.
I am manic depressive and have very interesting forms of O.C.D. (lol) and I know woe is me and all that but watching Supernatural is kind of an outlet for me. I am also a lesbian (tech. I am 5 percent bi-sexual, as my lovely uber gay cousin would say and that 5 percent is reserved for Tyrese Gibson, Jensen Ackles, Channing Tatum, and Misha Collins) and Supernatural stars two straight men who don’t seem like they would punch a guy for hitting on them and they don’t seem/are not homophobic. This is actually kind of rare… Also, the show is a little homo-erotic even if it doesn’t mean to be.
I try to ignore the fact that most of the “gay” characters on the show have been demons.
I do realize that I sound a little obsessed but I can assure you it’s in a “I love this show!” kind of way and not in the “Ya know, Jared Padalecki’s bedroom furniture looks really good from this vantage point” kind of way.
As I have said in nearly all of my posts (and will prob. continue to say…so…sorry?) I miss Cas. I have heard so many different things about his/Misha Collins’ future and the one that I have seen the most is that he will come back, possibly towards the end of the season, but only for a moment/little while.
Why even have him on for 3 seasons if you are just going to kill him off? And why kill him off in the way that they did… Is it just me or did that just seem…lame? Anti-climatic? I suppose this can be disputed but, in my head, Cas was a main character essential to the plot. Maybe the “angel” plot line was over but why did Cas’ have to be?
If this is Supernatural’s last season, which some are saying it is, then why can’t WE, the FANS, have what WE want? Last time I checked, ratings depended on us, not writers, producers and directors.
I’m not saying we can’t take a little heart break ‘cause if we couldn’t we would have stopped watching a long time ago.
I just want Cas back. I don’t want Bobby to be shot in the head ever again (lol) and I want the IMPALA BACK LIKE FRIGGIN’ YESTERDAY!! They want the show to go back to basics? Fine. I can handle that. They want to kill off my favorite character (Tech. Dean and Cas are tied). Fine. They want to burn down Bobby’s house and shoot him in the head? Fine. They want Sam to loose his freaking mind? Honestly, What else is new? They want Dean to be an un-trusting, alcoholic, “devil-may care…” bastard who always looks/feels like he just lost his best friend (because this time he did). Again, What else is new. And just. fucking.fine.
But then they took the car…Not that I am that big into cars…but let’s be honest, they car was their home. I think that was even said in Swan Song(?).
I understand why they don’t have it and maybe it was taken away ‘cause if this is the last season then they will get back in it in the end and ride off into the sunset together (or something like that) and it will be big and sappy and strangely romantic because Supernatural is like that.
Or they could drive the damn thing off a Cliff like Thelma and Louise, be hit by a freaking semi or they both could be buried in it because Supernatural is like that too.
But none of that is relevant right now and I just feel like complaining. If you are reading this remember I warned you at the beginning of this post. I am manic depressive and sometimes that means I just want to yell about something.
I still love this damn show, the actors and their stupid pretty faces and the writing that has me tearing up one minute and laughing the next.
Ugh. I am starting to annoy myself.
I apologize to anyone who read this. : )